My Dad My Hero

My dad is a hero
He’s in the U.S. Army
My dad is a hero
He fights for us to be free
My dad’s a hero
He’s been to Iraq tours totaling three
My dad is a hero
While fighting for you he was missing me and mommy
My dad is a hero
Even though he came back so so different
My dad is a hero
He still loves me but now he’s distant
My dad’s a hero
He shot people in the war
My dad is a hero
His memories leave a forever scar
My dad is a hero
He got cancer in his battles
My dad is a hero
He almost died over there with those camels
My dad’s a hero
But to the Army he is broken
My dad is a hero
To me and mommy he is golden
My dad is a hero
He sacrificed more than just his life you know
To the world my daddy is just a Soldier
But to ME my DAD IS A HERO
BY Paris C. Buffett
Aug. 3, 2008

Drink

drink

pain overflows my heart and soul

overwhelmed is an understatment

i try not to let it all show

i scream and stomp just to vent

anger overtakes my every thought

i break everything in sight

you are the one i sought

throughout my entire life

then you play with me like a toy

loosen every peice

now im supposed to be filled wit joy

your nuthin but deciet

you tore me up inside

ripd me apart

made me cry

destroyed my heart

now happy i am supposed to be

watchen you and her

knowen that you will never love me

my life is now a blurr

so as my tears drip down

soakin the into the ground

as i wipe away this frown

remember this last sound

water dripping in your sink

and filling up a glass

take the time to think

your drink my tears at last

dont let me run away (a poem of my life)

i walk my life alone

every one gone far away

my hearts an empty home

feelings gone astray

mother never cared

was incapable i believe

strong emotions spared

nothing but deceit

step dad was a sick bastard

a child molester at best

life wasn't that hard

just never got time to rest

always on the run

on the streets at a young age

family was all gone

on me they took their rage

i was the cause of all their pain

though i was the abused

they had to deal with all the strain

i was no longer there to be used

on the street i almost died

3 times to be exact

i never even cried

my feeling all abstract

i was claimed psychotic

at 14 i was a nut

they said i had no logic

i was a mixed up kid so what

what else could b expected

from a girl who lost her life

i was never respect

then to my wrist i took i knife

when i was finally released

how to live i had no clue

i was lost to say the least

i had no idea what to do

then i fell in love

for him i cared so much

something i was incapable of

but my heart didn't believe in such

we married at 18 so young

lasted through thick and thin

drugs were the tune that sung

and brought us to an end

4 lil girls out of 8 pregnancies

one child born dead

i paged him with emergencies

he wanted drugs instead

as time ticks by i realize

he only will cause pain

because drugs were his new wife

with him i cant remain

one more time i try

i fall in love again

he rips me part and makes me cry

think its all the same whit men

moving on wit my existence

nothing left to spare

towards love i have resistance

i've learned how not to care

just kids and me that's all that's left

i want nothing more

to be alone i think that's best

my boat stays on the shore

i live my life so shallowly

surface barely scaffed

i don't show anyone the real me

this way i'm always safe

i pretend to care just to not be alone

run when a slight tingle sparks my soul

now to you my love is shown

you've broken this heart of stone

Yourself

If YOU could go back in time what would YOU do?

Would YOU repeat what YOU had done?

The worthless mistakes YOU have run?

YOU the mindless embody of misfortune!?

Stay just as YOU?

OR

Would YOU have the common sense to take the trip

right through?

YOURSELF

Tina A. Blair

Copyright ©2005 Tina A. Blair

Luv

Luv

I will always love you...

LUV...
never forgeting...
never running out of something to say...
heartfelt disapointment...
then complete disaray...
till the time i close my eyes...
and wake up by myself...
realizing that your LUV so strong has thrown me on a shelf...
in the end we realize that wat you thought you felt...
was a complete misconception...
not just LOVE mispelt...
LUV...

Tina A. Blair

Copyright ©2005 Tina A. Blair

Fantasy

In my favorite tickling fantasy I am bound by my wrists and ankles in a standing, spread-eagle position. I am wearing a very tight sleeveless blouse and bell bottom pants that fit super tight from the waist through the crotch, then smooth but not tight through the thighs, then flaring out to very wide bottoms. My outfit is made of very sensuous nylon jersey, or sometimes fluid, slippery satin. I always picture the crotch seam pulling deep inside my labia, and the top molded to my huge breasts so that my erect nipples are clearly visible. He tickles me by running his fingertips or fingernails over the slick, shiny fabric. I howl with laughter, begging him to stop, crying out in total exasperation that I cannot stand it another moment. My screams are accompanied by wild gyrations, limited mostly to hip twisting and head shaking by the ropes that keep my limbs spread and my body vulnerable. For a long time he avoids my pussy, but eventually his fingers trace the groove in the fabric pulled tight up into my crotch, tickling me out of my mind while slowly teasing my clit to mind-shattering orgasms. If I have trouble getting over the edge at this point he pulls out my Hitachi Magic Wand and press the throbbing ball against my clit until I pass out.

He wakes me up lightly tickling my inner thigh as he is peeling my pants off me. I giggle as he nibbles on my thigh as he pulls my pants lower and lower. His teeth biting and nibbling down my thigh to my knees. I scream with laughter. Jerking my body vigorously back and forth. He is now at my calves and my pants are at my feet. nibbling on my calves and tickling my arches with his fingers. I beg for him to stop. Please!! Please!! STOP! He stop only for a second just to tell me NO!. Back to nibbling and tickling my tingling feet. Moving back up my calves fingers following suit. To my thigh, outside of my leg, then to my groind area. I thrust my hips trying to pull away. It does me no good. The ropes have me bound. Grazing his fingers over my inner thighs as he teases my clit with the tip of his tongue. Twisting my body to try and detour his fingers unsuccessfully. He dives into my pussy full heartily and reaches down for my soles. OMG the sensation. An electric shock runs throughout my body. I start screaming and moaning and laughing hysterically. My body is now in involuntary twitches. I begin to cum as he is still tickling my soles. Laughing uncontrollably and climaxing beyond belief. I let out an enormous scream and I squirt all over his face.

He doesn't stop. He reaches his hands up while still licking my labia. Running his finger up and down my sides. I jump side to side with each motion of his hands. Sucking on my clit one last time his tongue trails its way to my side. I beg NO! NO! NO! Not there!! Please. Getting the glitter in his eyes he attacks my sides not resenting a single nibble. I turn my head to see what he is reaching for. OH NO!! Its a feather. I start laughing and he hasn't even touched me with it yet. He stands up. I see he is fully erect. I get lost in his luxurious endowment only to be awoken from my gaze by the feather circling my hard nipples. At first lightly making me quietly giggle. Then harder and faster encircling my entire breast and nipple. Once again my laughter come beckoning out without my consent. Trying to contort my body in anyways possible to get away. He pushes my legs apart and slides his shaft into my drenched pussy. I moan in enjoyment. His eyes light up then he runs the feather up my chest to my neck. Turning my head and trying to use my chin to get the feather aways from my collar bone and neck. Two different wonderful sensations. His hard cock filling my pussy fully. Touching every inch of my wall. Driving me insane. Also the tickling, tingling and fulfilling spasms going through my upper body due to the feather. I'm laughing more then I ever have in my life in the midst of my breathless moaning. I feel his swell inside me. The head of his cock getting larger and larger. leaning forward to nibble on my ear as he thrust harder into my warm pussy. I start to squirm and laugh hard as hell. OH MY!! I feel it. His HOT cum shoots deep into my pussy. I let out an elated moan as i cream all over his throbbing cock. He reaches up and unties my hands then melts down to the floor at my feet completely exhausted.

I reach down and kiss his forehead then until my ankles. Baby, why don't you go lay on the bed and I'll get you a drink. He drags himself to the bed and lays down. I go get his drink. Grabbing a couple other things on the way back. I set his drink on the nightstand next to the bed and walk to the other side of the bed. He looks at me kinda odd then reaches for his drink. I see my opportunity and grab his unsuspecting legs and tie them to the end of the bed. acting fast i grab his arms and wrestle his already weak arm to the bed then tie it. so easy to get his other arm. Now that he is fully restrained I grab the electric flosser. he start laughing and begging me not to do it. saying he is already so tired to please stop.At his feet i start by pressing it gently at the ball of his big toe.HE starts kicking as best he can. crunching his toes and swinging his feet back and forth. I trow the flosser and decide just to use my fingers working my way up to his inner thighs. He starts bouncing his body up and down and laughing hysterically. His behind was bouncing up and down trying his best to buck me off him. I look down and see his cock hard as hell. Sliding my dripping pussy down. Filling my walls spread as he enters deep inside me. I reach down and glid my fingers up and down under his arms. his bucking increases now only enhancing my pleasure. Not his intention of course BUT hey it works. Tickling profusely his underarm and leaning down to bite and nibble just under his ears. Riding his cock harder and harder. His laughing just gets me closer with every yell. His laughing pauses for a moment. I look at his face to see What is wrong. He lets out this earth shattering scream as he explodes his load. His cum oozing around my cervix fills my body with such emotion and arouses my deep sensations i just cant take is Oh My God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cum hard. Dripping all over. Our combind juices blend our bodies together as one. I kiss his lips and we both pass out.

Lust

When we met I was in lust

Waited patiently for your call

When we met I gave you trust

I never believed we would fall

I hurt at the thought of your end

The bombs and guns flying by

Waited for the emails you would send

You in Iraq made me cry

Things got rough, I understand

Alone over there with me here

Id give anything to hold your hand

Reality became my biggest fear

I wasn’t the only one in your life

So many others you wanted by your side

The pain hurt worse than a knife

You just took me along for a ride

I forgave you the 1^st, second, and third time

Then came the forth, more than I could handle

I realized you were not only mine

I didn’t realize I was just part of your scandle

You said it would change with you in the states

yes and walked away

yes and walked away

i give up on the fight

no use to even try

he says he loves her more

yet he hurts all the time

oh wish hed slam the door

loven her should be a crime

he treats her like a queen

she ignores his every move

she makes me wanna scream

but i have nuthin left to prove

he said he loved her more

i cried till my last tear dropped

hes closed the wrong door

my heart has now stopped

he askd do you still love me

i said yes and walked away

i love him forever you see

we are at our end today

I missed you

I miss you

I was sitting in the chair you used to hold me in

I was holding my daughter

She was cradled in my lap fading off to sleep

I could smell the conditioner from her hair

as i looked down i realized i was holding her

The way you used to hold me

I miss you

I was looking out the window towards the woods

Looking at the blooming trees

Watching the birds

They were chasing each other through the leaves

as i watched i realized you used to chase me

The way they were chasing each other

I miss you

I was walking through the store

I was holding my daughters hand

Our arms were swinging back and forth

We were smiling and laughing

I looked down and realized i was holding her hand

The way you used to hold mine

Hm... mabe i dont miss you as much

I was sitting in that same chair

The clock struck 3 and the door rattled

I looked back and there she was

My daughter with a smile on her face

I ran up and gave her a big hug

The way i used to hug you when you came home

I missed her

All along i had the love that i missed

but i didnt see it until now

because

i missed you