My thoughts race
as I look through faded memories of what once was
My heart aches
as my eyes fill with the bloody tears of hated thoughts of what could have been
Time stands still
only for a moment for you to realize how much you truly hurt
Clock ticks again
as the anger rushes over turning into pain all over again
Tinted glass
can only shade you from the direct violence of the rage
There is no way to escape...
nowhere to run...
Why run...
Why hide
It hurts so much that I just want to fade away
into the shadows
that are left by the fallen los and lettes
in hopes that I will be taken into Shangri la with their souls
Drift away into nothing
Into the depths of darkness
Into the epitome of the never ending silence
I close my eyes
and imagine the hatchet that one day
will take the last breath of my existence
When i see the blood trickle down the sharpened blade
and finally
I see happiness
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Wow. Excellent
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